WHEN THE PAIN NO LONGER HURTS....

 Tear me up then tear me down, reconstruct then deconstruct.
You're playing god today so I've heard. It’s all in your hands, it’s all in your hands today.
See how much you can lie, just see how much that you can make me cry today.
Make me cry, make me cry.
You can control me! You can control me!
TAKE me! Shake me! Tell me all the things you know I hate to hear.
Hurt me! Hurt me good today, make this one hurt so good!
Threaten me again! Laugh damn you laugh!
If only you could see yourself in my eyes, if only you could see what you do to me, I wanna make you feel, I wanna make you feel good because I wanna hurt you so good today.
Hurt me! Hurt me! Hurt me! Hurt me again, gain gain!
Whatever would you do if I didn't hurt anymore? What would you do if I couldn't feel your pain anymore?
Pain, I do recall, pain, a noun I do believe something you feel? Something you know? I know it, oh I know it so well, sometimes pain feels good to me, sometimes I like it because sometimes when you hurt me, I feel! I feel and it doesn't hurt, it’s so real so mean, pain is so real and so little can you see.
You love me, you love me and I know you say it, so say it again then tell me that you hate me. Tell me that you can never live without me, and then tell me you wish I were dead! Make me cry late at night, and then tell me that you love me again. Daddy, you're daddy I swear you are sometimes, just a different place and another time.
You love me? You love me? You love me! I know it, mommy knew that once upon a time to. You love me.