forced guilt

 Walking about the isle. Up and down,left and right. Feel your eyes staring at me suspisiously like i did something wrong. Teeth feel grittery,urging to vibrate up and down. Heart pumping with discomfort. Did nothing wrong. Stop staring at me i feel like shouting out. Just let me be who i am. Sometimes i wanna be restless sometimes i just wanna be free. I cant be the normal me you want me to be everyday. Leave me to be. Dont convince me to feel gulity . Weird feelings kept creeping up. Stealing away my mind, emotion and action. My eyes start twitching. Hands start tiptaPping. Hearts start feelinh wrong. Lost my mind yeah. Body starts to lie. But u thought i was turning better. i just  admitted to guilt to be free from your suspiscion