Deserving Happiness

Why should everyone else deserve happiness,
What have I done to receive such a fate?
Families and couples laugh and smile,
While everything I do is just white noise nothing but static
The message doesn't go through,

So I lay reading in bed,
About lovers, and their happiness,
And I can't help but think I will always be alone,
Oh I just want this shit to end,
I don't even care anymore,
Everyone just wants to do drugs, and get fucked.