Admissions of Love

I remember when we were just fuckin'
No commitment on your end
My heart consumed me
I just couldn't pretend
That these feeling were false
Your voice would increase my pulse
I read into every word you said
Eachnight we spent fuckin' in your bed

I always wanted so much more from you
I took it to heart when you called me your boo
My thoughts were like maybe
I could keep him if I had his baby
Private feelings I now share
I have no shame or care

Then one day so many years later
You came to me with feelings so much straighter
Your admissions of love and how much you care
I realized then I didn't have to take off my underwear
You gave more attention to the heart I surrendered
Your words were admissions of the love you had rendered

Was I wrong all along
Did you love me way back when
We were always jokin' around and watching Martin
When did you realize your true love for me
Was after I ran off to Cali

I used to be so shy when you would look in my eyes
Now I take it all in
Not knowing when I will see you again
The love made now so much better than then
Your heart is an open book since you let me in

My words fill the paper they flow like vapor
Both sultry and sexy
Anticipating the next time you sex me
I write explicit shit so I never forget
The time spent with you and our fucking duet

Nothing compares to the love that we share
No dick will suffice how we are like fire and ice
I miss you when you are sitting right next to me
This heart I gave to you will never again flee

It hurts to see your beautiful children of three
I want to be her and it makes me angry
For she got my man by having his baby
That was my idea first but I'm not that crazy

Our time will come when the kids leave the home
Our priority will change when they have lives of their own
I long for that sweet day when I am making you lunch
We will join our families like the damn Brady Bunch