sanity

I've painted a portret of my mystery,
when I close my eyes, it's you I see.
I want to run, I want to hide,
from all the pain you caused me inside

Trying to move on and let all of it go,
but time without you goes by so slow.
You hurt me bad, the pain is deep,
from all the promises you did not keep.

It's hard not to ask you the question why,
knowing everything you’ll answer is based on a lie.
I want to scream, I want to cry,
why can't I just tell you goodbye?

I keep making myself believe it's not true,
in the morning I hope to wake next to you.
Will I ever forget you, or leave you behind,
destroy and erase these memories from my mind?

You took more than just my sanity,
you took all that was left of me...