Hopeless

This is the softer side of me...


Hopeless

How can you ache and crave for someone's touch so much?
I do this for yours,
And the yearning grows more each day.

I have never wanted anything in my life
As much as I want you.
I long for your sweet words in my ear while we make love.

...is it hopeless?

You make me melt into a puddle
Of complete helplessness.
You have become my every waking thought
And my every dream at night.  

I breathe in so hard,
Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk.
I close my eyes so tight
Hoping when I open them you will be there.

...am I hopeless?

My stomach flutters when I hear your voice.
The feeling is quickly replaced by sadness,
Just knowing it won't be long until my baby is gone.

But I know I have to wait
Until the time is right.
It seems so far away
I think I am losing my mind.  

...I know I am hopeless

I want to breathe in your scent
And keep it with me all day long.
I want to taste your love for me
By sucking your sweet lips.

I want to feel you inside, become one with you
So when you leave for awhile I will have memorized the feeling.
I just want you to know
That I really do love you.

When the day comes and we are together
You will always know and feel this.
I will always hug and kiss you
Every moment of the day and night.  

I will thank God for finally joining us together,
The past has been forgiven.
All we have now is forever.

Never again will I abandon this love,
Something this true is meant to be.

You will never have another touch unfelt
Or a need unfulfilled.
I will be forever sated in your arms,
My life will be complete, all hopelessness gone.