Can't hold em' back.

Open wide broken, spilling love throughout onto the floor, soakin, now I'm chokin, yea it's fun, we tremble with commotion,  but this is what we've chosen, this is love, this is us, we've lost trust amongst this lust.  Havnt you had enough? Cuz im about up to my head with half this stuff. 2 seconds from blowin up, exploding. And if that door opens, to reveal what im exposeing, you definitely wont pitty me when see I'm self loathing. You cant imagine, dream or even fathom how i feel. Heart rock hard. with one appeal, plus a question.  
Is there any chick out there thats even halfway real? This is my fuckin confession.  Its the end and, im feelin conjection, so This needs to stop, no more guessin. Just stupid.I swear to god, if he dont stop me, Cupids arrow struck and bounced right the fuck off me, I'm sick of this baggage I've been toten, I'm sick of my heart bein frozen, hideing all the corrosion. i cant hold it no more, I'm broken.
So tonight, ill be going toe to toe with my emotions. 
  
I fall, right in front of her feet, i feel her starring at me, 
I see our future fall, i can clearly see its finally the end of it all.
We never thaught we'd be here, showing our fears and how insecure we really are. 
I'm gun shy, I fly high as the moon rises in the sky but as it regresses so do I, lay low in the day time, always walking a fine line of sanity, waitin for the right time.
Not time. I'm not ready for this, I should write a list of my fits and read it to this stupid bitch so she knows it's not all my fault,
why should I fall? Why should I have to be the one to look u in the eyes and ball?
I'm not worried about tmrow, what's in store for us? What's gonna happen when u walk out that door and let it shut? Ehh you know what? I don't really give a fuck, it's just too much and I'll try not to show but...