im Dead

Each day with you is a song
I try so hard to pretend it wont happen again
i hold my breath and count to ten... again
it is just the chorus of the song
it has to be sung again.

you look into my eyes
  wheels spin in my head
what is it that you are looking for?
                                  I'm dead
parts of me begin to disappear
once again, I begin to tear
and you couldn't hear when I cried
                                   "stop!"
you had to play the same fucking song again
I guess it was just a game
cant say you didn't love me right
    right?
you took good care of me
made me feel like a princess
until I began to fade
had me addicted to things I didn't know I liked
craving things I never tasted

you taught me the lyrics to the song!
  wrote them with black ink
                on a white sheet
after some time the began to disappear
then you would
             whisper
                     them in my ear
a bulb would light in my head
you want me to show fear
I'm dead