Ashes (Part 2)

I remember the day she told me
It's not something I'd want to forget
A phone call out of the blue
I'd like to say I was epecting it, But no I wasn't
We severed any connection we may have had along time in the past
I don't recall dates or times all to well
It's for the best we said, yeah,  I remember for the best
Remembering my own name is a game in itself
 
 
Well that's the last of them driving away
Best I get up now or be stuck sitting for eternity
 
 
Come on
This one thing
You have to say goodbye
 
 
Open grave, dam I should have realised
Silly Fool
I'd pictured flowers and a headstone
As if burial had been along time past
Silly old fool
 
 
Well there's no one around
though I don't think I'd look out of place
Old man in graveyard
No
Not out of place
 
 
Stop stalling
I cant stand still for too long
 
 
I'll miss you''
 
 
Silly words
We departed years ago
Shut up
I want to say this
 
 
I'll miss you''
I would have brought flowers''
I know''
You wouldn't have wanted a fuss''
 
 
I cant keep this in anymore
Hanky where's that dam hanky
 
 
I loved you so much''
I just want you to know''
I never stopped''
Thinking about you''
 
 
I wrote a poem''
It's for you''
I'll read it to you''
Then you can take it on your voyage''
 
 
Ok no one's around and even if they were
it's ok for old people to talk out loud in graveyards
 
 
 
 
I hoped you liked it''
My poetry was never a patch on yours''
 
 
Dam I got to go soon
I wish i could just climb in and drift away too
 
 
I feel your here looking down''
 
will you look me up''?
you know''
when I pass away too''
And say hello''
 
 
Sleep well miss''
Have a good voyage''
 
 
Don't look back
Just walk
That's it
 
 
Ok
It's ok
You don't have to keep it in anymore
Let it go
It's time to let go