Jacob...

I was never one to believe in love
at first sight. That is until I saw Him.
He was tall; broad shoulders; pouty lips;
eyes so dark, so alluring and with lashes
that seemed to pull me in.

I was in trance with this beautiful creature
 that God placed on this earth.
I loved this Man for seven years.

My mind was forever consumed with thoughts of him.
My heart raced and would stop all at the same time
 whenever he was near.

Only problem was he did not know of my mere exsitences.
We'd pass each other everyday, stealing a glance or two
 and locking it away. I yearned for him night and day;
my body craved him.

It was as though he became my drug and was the only
thing that sustained me was to breathe him in.
I loved him and hoped someday he'd love me too.

 Until---

I came across him with another in his arms;
their lips fused together, My heart shattered.
 I was in pain to deep I felt as though death
 had its grip upon me.

Yes, I loved him, but it was one sided.
 His heart never belonged to me and
my Love did not belong to him.