I hate everyone

Sometimes I just wanna run away
Just run and never look back
I just want to get away from everyone
I hate everyone

My idiot brother
He has anger issues
He hits me and thinks it's funny
Sometimes it hurts
I hate him

My mother yells at me everyday
Sometimes for no reason
Sometimes I feel like yelling back
Sometimes I feel like hitting her.
I hate her

Every one of my cousins
Had made me cry
Had made me mad
I said "i hate you" to every one of them
I hate all of them

I hate my family
But I love them too

Confusing right?