They Say

They say you got nothing left to lose.
But what happens when you've already lost everything?
Do you just sit around day in and day out wondering where your life is going to take you.

Never give in.
Bullshit.
Everyone has given in.
More than once.
More than twice.
Hell, we all keep giving in until our needs are complete.
To bad they never will be.

Here I lay,
Lost in my thoughts,
Half naked wondering how I got here.
How I got into this situation.
How I'm falling for someone who clearly has other options.
Am I just a fuck toy?
Or am I more?
I'll never know because I'm to scarred to asked.
And since I'm to scarred to ask,
My heart and head will do their dance over and over until I'm at another breaking point.
So what do you say when you got nothing left to lose?
When I've already lost everything.
So why try more?