the spaces in my heart yet to fill

My heart cold as Ike,
this winter suffocates me!
i see children playing,
laughing and trowing snow balls.

I sit alone and try to love them,
i sit alone in silence,
thy pain and suffering will
no longer sooth the unforgiven,
for my thighs unclenched by man

There screams wake me from my sleep,
in a dark place i have yet to weep,
weep thy tears of dread.

beneath you,it devourers

I sit alone and try to remember,
i sit alone and try to love them,
i sit alone and try to fill the empty spaces in
my heart, witch will never
be completely filled as thy heart is now
but never was!!

It looks the same,
it smells the same,
but there's this tiny hole inside
me that will now always remain,

remain to the unforgiven!