father

You put me down
Criticize me
Show me only hatred
Make me cut
Fuck my mind

I can't stand to look at you any longer
I want to smash your skull off the floor
Beat in your face until its tomato soup
And show you the pain you have always caused me.
I want to kick you until your black and blue
And sand off your skin with sandpaper.

I do so much for you.
If I left you would understand
But I'm not leaving papa
Not until they take me away.

I got you hid real well.
Only the flies find you now.
Ropes and duct tape keep you together
As your flesh rots away.
Now you are the father I always wanted you to be.

Are you pround dad?
Am I now your perfect girl?
Because I feel a hell of a lot better
Now that your not here to put me down.

There's room for mother too.
Mother dearest,
I'm ready for you.