BackStabbing Dejavu

Go ahead I'm already long past dead

    Going down this lives eternal slide

  My ass taken for the scraping

      The only found sled

  Hoping each and every single minute....I die

     I've tried but I survived suicide

        Took a ride towards hell's furnace

     Burned alongside the light

       The spark that helped ignite

     The love that for so very long
    you have driven to hold in a fight

        Even when you’re at wrong

   In so many ways In mental ways I was right

  I'd lose you everything that accounts for your presence

An I entered this path
    that even at mind knew I’d someday once lose

It's eating me alive like maggots fiesting on your hide

  You lived blind Death can also be when he wears sunglasses

                  It can also kill millions

    With the voice of a future's uprising leader
            & a proud following nation

          But better things bittersweet dreams it seems

              Corrosive notions under the foot!!!

         Becoming the thoughts of the long forgotten

             Buried tombs keyed an locked

                     The past it always rots