Returned

Remember when are actions had no consequences
We where all innocent with no offenses
Are child like mind could look past judgement
We only had memories of a time more pleasant
My wondering eye saw kaleidoscope colors
The best love was that of a mothers
but then i experienced death
And it took every last breath
My once innocent mind became tainted
Death is no dream for i became baited
Alcohol and depression had me forever
I rapidly plundered in to a dark tunnel however
I was neither clever or honest
Suicide,harm,death and murder became a contest
Sorrow has my soul its finally taken me
Soon my body will be covered in the roots of a tree
I will never be returned by the angels
Im only returned to my childhood fables