Broken Inside (Because of You)

It was so easy, wasn't it?
For you to get over me.
For you to just stand up
And walk away from me.
I still love you
And I know that you
Never cared
And never will care
And I'm so sorry to be
Acting like such a fucking bitch to you
But if I don't hate you
I'm afraid I will
Always love you and I wish that I
Didn't have to live anymore.
That I didn't have to just
Get through this pain
Because I don't know how to live anymore.
I don't know how to breath anymore.
And you
Don't care
That I feel nothing except
The desire to drag a blade across my wrists
And just end this
And just fucking end this
What kind of a life even is this?
I'm hardly alive
Barely breathing
You say that now, you
Love another and I think that hurts
More then cutting.
Is this a love poem? No.
But I do love you
With every part of me that isn't
Broken inside because of you
Because of you
And all that you do
I just fucking love you
It's true
And yet, you say your heart (if you even have one)
Belongs to another. I
Just want you to know
That I belong to you
No matter what you do
I will always
Always
Always
Love you.