Life=Ruined

Feeling the sunshine on my skin.
Watching the waves crash.
Looking up at the sky.
And wondering why.
Why'd it have to be this way?
Why'd it have to go bad.
Why can't this just start over.
Before we said our goodbyes.

The pain I feel without you.
Only continues to worsen.
My hope in life is fading.
As I pull the trigger.

Why's it have to end like this.
Why can't we go back.
Why didn't we fix it.
Now look what happened to us.
We are broken.
Unfixable.
Dead within our souls.

The pain I feel without you.
Only continues to worsen.
My hope in life is fading.
As I pull the trigger.

Looking back on the memories.
Makes me smile yet cry.
Knowing new ones won't exist.
Make want to die.
The way you smiled opened my heart.
The way you cried made me die.
The flash backs keep on coming.

The pain I feel without you.
Only continues to worsen.
My hope in life is fading.
As I pull the trigger.

Life is just a swirl of blackness.
A never ending abyss.
Smile for our last night.
For our existents.