names

why does this have to be this way
your so scared of opening your heart all the way
baby why is it this way
the names i say
you say
i may not say
part of me doesn't want this pay
the other half is glad to pay
and the rest doesn't want to stay here as long as you say this is what i must pay
o my love logic says i must go away
before its to late and shallow thoughts say go away
but i can't go away
i don't take the easy way so i must stay
i know what your worth so i must stay
i've made you smile and you loved me so sweetly so i must stay
i look in you and why must you be this way
i know another who would embrace me now but my heart is with you and more importunely she isn't you by the way
i can't go no you've had your way
why can't you just say
you love me and i would say
forever now and for ever more i am yours but i'm afrade to say
it shant be this way
we pay
the crimes of of another day
what has been done to you by another i pay
if i was any less of me i'd say
get over it when your ready we'll talk i have options but i can't be that way
i'd be making you suffer and pay
my hearts not so cold i couldn't love another this way
i'd be lieing to myself if i would say
another could fill you place this way
i'd be sex i'd be trying to fill the place where you are and i know i'd pay
even if you took me later i'd pay
i'd have to look at myself everyday
the when sweeps into me how long will it take before this goes away
and the why i stay
how i can i do so much and get so little ture it is not but it feels this way
but really i love time with you anyway
just to talk to you makes it worth while so this way isn't so bad anyway
i just godda let go you know these selfish desires must be done away
this helps me more than you'll truely know this day
so i must stay
for that is the way i am anyway
i'm scared if this will ever work out i must say
i've trusted to and i'll love you to the end of everyday
i'll wait for you so we can be together the right way
but if you hurt me i will do what i have plotted long to do at the end of that day