I'm Sorry I Failed

I've truly failed..
I've failed everyone..
They all hate me.. They
Loathe me and all I am..
No longer trusted,
No longer wanted..
Tossed to the side like
I'm nothing. I've tried to
Help.. But I should've
Seen this coming.
I care WAY too much.
I tried.. Compassions
In my nature, but
It's obviously spread
Myself way too thin...
I failed the ones I love the most...
They all left me and I couldn't
Save them.. I'm sitting at the edge
Of my bed staring at a beautiful
Blade... Should I do it?
Since I've failed and
Can't forgive myself...
This pain could never heal..
I'm sorry.... I'm to blame...
I've lost them all...
I hurt too much....
I'm sorry...

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