Broken

I tried to
Wipe away my own tears for
Once.. Instead
That brought more
Hatred for myself.
I've fallen apart,
Far beyond to repair
Alone.. No matter how
Many people tell me to end
It completely, no matter
How many cruel people tell
Me I'm not wanted alive,
I'll ignore them,
Go through the day alone,
Tell my friends everything's 'Okay'
And silently cry to myself
In the deep night..
I'll blind myself of their
Truth, so I won't be
Able to hear their mocking voices.
Though I'll know it's true due
To the empty feeling I
Have.... I won't get harmed,
By self inflicting...
I'll just be torn apart by them all.
Until someone comes by, whispers 'It's not
True, stop your tears, stop your bleeding
Heart.. You're not what they make
You out to be.."
Til Someone makes this life worth while again...