Friendship

On the verge of breakdown, hanging by a thread
running round in cirlces, lost inside my head

wishing for a moment that I knew just what to do
wishing for a second I could kill you too

such lies, oh your lies spun so well
its just a matter of time my friend you're going to go hell

smirk on my face, "ha ha ha !" just the very thought
knowing deep inside makes me smile alot

whispers on the wind, teardrops in the rain,
smiles often used, to disguise the pain.

you look at me, but you truly never see,
the hurt and the anger hidden deep inside of me.

shut the hell up! don't say another word
all the deceit and your lies I've already heard

such a pathetic foolish loser, yes you are
quickly now go, get away, go really far

one last sigh as I close my tearfilled eyes
Screaming silently as I just realize

I am alone, I've always been, disgarded, misguided, misled
by the fake empty promises that you placed in my head

sometimes only thoughts and words unspoken,
can hide the fact, that we're broken

twisted and tattered emotions, words filled with hate,
sometimes heartfelt apologies come a little too late.

i smile at you, you smile at me
both slowly dying in our own reality.

you laugh, i cry, you breath, I sigh
so is my pathetic life the biggest lie?