Suicide

The days get more bleak as the pain makes me more weak. I try to cope with these harsh feelings but they take over quickly like a disease spreading through my body. I turn the face away of the one i love,if i didnt have any feelings i could rise above the guilt and shame but the lie i live is a sick game,the test of god. I become trapped in my thoughts and emotionally drained from all the hell i saw through these dark piercing eyes. Only pain is in my way but i cant clear my name of it,cant stay away from it,cause i am destined for death. Untie my hands and let me go,i love everyone i care too much,i always sucked back in your trap by your touch. I'll kiss your head like an angel and tell you it's my time to fly,goodbye.