Why bother anymore

I don't want to rely on anyone
I it means they fake their care
I don't want to talk it out
It in the end, it isn't fair
Why should I fucking matter now
If you never saw my disstress
Why pretend to even care
If I'm just a fucking weakness
I don't want to be here now
I hate being fucking hurt
I don't want to be around you
If I'm what you walk on, the fuckinf dirt
I'm fucking sick of being hated
I'm fucking sick of being weak
I choose NOT to be an angel
I choose NOT to be fucking meak
I don't fucking care what you say
I don't care what you think
You swung the fucking sword
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