Reoccurring Nightmare

When my eyelids seal at night
The blood begins to shed
No one suspects the images I see
The screams when the walls run red
 
It begins with a hallway
Too dark,too damp,too long
Then I hear a small whisper
Singing a tiny gorgeous song
 
What I think are fingernails
Tickling at my neck
Soon turn into scraping claws
My composure is now a wreck
 
The talons dig into my flesh
Tearing apart my back
Hands try to steal me away
Farther into the black
 
What I think are kindhearted hands
Soon turn dark as well
They strike all over my body
My skin begins to swell
 
There are now welts all over me
Oh,whatever have I done?
To deserve this cruel punishment
Please tell me this can be won..
 
Then there are icy chains
Cuffed to my hands and feet
I can smell the blood in this room
The odor so bittersweet
 
The way-too-bright lights flash on then
And for some reason I am nude
What the fuck happened to me?
My captor is quite shrewd
 
I study my surroundings
The walls are stained with red
The entrails of all the other victims
Where their bodies bled
 
The mangled craniums of these souls
Hang above my head
Salty tears start flowing down my face
Verbally I wish that I were dead
 
"I can make your wish come true"
Says a deep deceptive voice
I try to move,I try to flee
Facing him is my only choice
 
I can hear him behind me
Well,the table that I'm strapped to
He steps around, I see his face
Eye contact sticks like glue
 
Of course I can not speak to him
He has his shiny toys
A butcher knife,a morning star
He smiles sweet like a young boy
 
He asks me if I like it rough
His innuendo I ignore
Not bothering to slightly consider
The upcoming sights of gore
 
He drops the star and steps forward
Taking my chin in his hands
Breathing heavily down my neck
Who the hell is this man?
 
His face so young and fair
Incapable of doing wrong
He then loudly clears his throat
And starts singing that familiar little song
 
He then molests my body
My hymen torn to shreads
Mouths agape in horror
On the victims' hanging heads
 
The knife then slices my arm
Pale elbow to fingertip
I hear a sickening sound
As my blood begins to drip
 
He kneels down on the concrete
Smiles at me so sweet
Opens his mouth and bares his teeth
And digs into me like meat
 
My screams ring out against the walls
This entices him to pursue
He mauls my body with his mouth
I don't know what to do
 
He steps back for a moment
And grabs his morning star
Cackles a bit and takes a swing
As if he were meeting par
 
The spikes penetrate my stomach
Blood spurts from my mouth
He kisses me so gently
Tells me"Dear don't be so loud"
 
The fluorescent lights start fading
As he goes in for round two
A necrophylliac indeed
He's one among the few
 
Thank "God" I don't have to feel anymore
Says the voice within my head
Then he attaches a strange machine
To my chilly metal bed
 
Electric shocks go through me
Bringing my senses to life
Haven't you done enough?
Caused me enough strife?
 
He chuckles then once more unzips his pants
I close my eyes in utter fear
The waterworks are minimal this time
I only let go of a single tear
 
I am wide awake now
Panting in my bed
Gasping for breath,waiting for death
Pillows soaked beneath my head...
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
This is a nightmare that I keep having...I just thought it'd feel good to let it out..
it helped a little..