Trials of loving wrong

Through the process of hurt and pain it leaves behind, a emptyness of sadness and anxiety, filled with nothing but rage. For sometimes we never see the truth hidden in the dark, deepness of other people's, eyes and mind. For how many times that you've seen it, so many times before in your own past relationships, time after time. But yet as you realize that use to be you crying, in the dark of the night with water Silently, rolling down your gentle cheeks. AS it slowly burns deeper and deep shattering, every thought that will created to be a haunting, memory of the past of the memories. For sure we start to blame ourselves, for the sudden break up, of what we thought we truly had in our lives.  BUT yet you come to finally realize, did you really have what you needed and wanted, in your own life. For sure it's true that, no one is sent to you by chance or accident. FOR sure some people's are just creatures of habits. 🤨 For sure it's true that when we remove, the blinders from our eyes, 👁️ 👁️ the truth will be reveal that was all lies and false promises, but with nothing but a deception. For sure that's what happens when we pick ⛏️ wrong and not right 👍 That's when we have to learn to reevaluate our own choices, and dig deeper than deep, into the very SUBCONSCIOUSNESS of our own mind and heart of broken hearts 💔 filled with pieces of shatter glass. For the elders say that if you had bad behavior before, shouldn't you know when you finally found something good, with a positive commitment and consistency and real communications, to articulate what they and you want and need not what you don't need or want in your life now and forever 🤨. 🪬SHAMAN 🪬