Not another damn love poem { eye roll }

The last thing that I was expecting
The very last damn thing that I needed
was another fire started in my heart
giving me a reason to write another damn love poem
but damn you were persistent
your persistence has succeeded
I can't ignore the chemistry here
despite my best efforts to fight it and let it seep in
and under my skin
I was learning to be ok on my own
In fact, I was beginning to enjoy it
I was done putting myself out there
Done letting motherfuckas have their fun with me
NO NEW FRIENDS
I was done letting people in
I can't even count how many times I sternly turned you down
Thinking to myself you were just getting off on the thrill of the chase
Maybe you were just not used to being told no, I wondered
Was certain I had become a challenge for you
and you seemed determined to win this race
Slowly to my surprise, my resolve began to unravel
The more you showered me with words my soul had been longing for someone to say
How you saw the woman under the mess, that I'm special and deserving of good things
You kept asking me to be yours
begging the question of what was standing in the way
My flesh gave in long before anything else
Because if I'm being honest I am still doubtful of how genuine your intentions are
I am being as real as I can be when I say I do not know how many more hits I can take
There are simply no more room left on this heart for more scars
But your lips, oh my God your soft hungry lips make me come undone
and you kiss me like Im giving you life
When in fact it is YOU who is bringing back from the dead parts inside of me
Making me forget all the pain before you, the heartaches, and all the strife
Your caramel skin I never thought would be my type but Im addicted
I want to trace every single inch of you with my mouth, with my kiss
When you're deep inside of me you take me to another place
Electricity runs through my body
I can't believe this is something I almost allowed myself to miss
Im giving in, I can't help myself, it's too late to back out now
It is easy to see you've had practice
You know exactly how to undo me & make me longing to be the only one you see
If in the end, you end up just like the others before you
It will be a lesson well learned but worth it
to experience this kind of lust and craving for another's flesh
 that levels me and my heart to the floor