Impossibility

Impossibility

I have always felt that I were strong.
My heart would be able to dismiss
the warmth once found within your arms.
The deliciousness of your sweet kiss.

I have always felt I do not need this.
I could turn my heart to stone
and that I would always make it
living a life all alone.

But every time you somehow sneak in
and I am with you if in dreams
and being with you life is better
than the way my life now seems.

Still I want to go back where I was
and re-build my wall,
it does not stay,
not the way it stood strong before
keeping all of this away.

Now I am forced to look beyond it.
Now I am made to look at you.
I advance if only baby steps
with all you have put me through.

Yes I say I want you,
this is true.
Always secure it cannot be.
Now I run towards and away from you,
away from impossibility.

--msl2025