this noose

This noose, wrapped tight around my neck
These lies are something not easy to forget
my heart, no caring fire could melt.
My soul has died and has never felt.

This pain always makes the score
My demons laughing screaming "whore!!"
My eyes cry with hopeless tears
Leaving me now with only fears.

My hands, weapons so eerie and cold
this blood soaked razor I desperately hold.
my hounding thoughts never go away
I know I wont be here to stay.

Finally I want to say goodbye
Be quiet I don't want to hear you cry
so I promise you I wont regret
this noose wrapped tight around my neck.