Explain what's going on

Explian whats going on between us,
Within a sec you've gain my trust.
So much comfort talking to you,
Am I falling for you? Seem true.
 
What we had was not on just sex but a bound,
 Cravings for you without been warned.
Is this what I want for  you,
To love secretly yet feelings true.
 
Hope this journey not hard to bear,
To have you with another isn't fair.
I must be strong to survive this through,
The guilt of being with one yet feeling you.
 
The thrill I get when being fucked with your voice,
Lures me to want you no means but choice.
I'll grant you a place near the heart.
 Desire of want and need  two places apart.
 
Willing to give not all for take
Its would show if its all fake.
Had to much faith of waiting to get in my world,
Sad am the your lover, not the girl.
 
How would your passion for her grow like this?
Minute by minute it's a text baby you I miss.
Making it hard not to open my heart,
Soon be hard to stay far apart.
 
 
 
By lizette pe'tit-Jean