A Magician's Masterpiece

I have to remind myself at times, what I think isn't what I know, and what I know isn't what it seems....  
   
What I perceive isn't reality, but a figment of a dream. The best illusionist I have ever seen, will always have to be the magician inside of me.  
A habitual liar that I may be, constantly denying what it is I see.  
Instead of accepting facts and reality, I'd rather embrace a vague fantasy.  
Day by day and thought by thought, I paint pictures by blending colors from what I've got.