moodiness

 
alter the course with some venom
seethining inside I reside in the darkness
anxiiety crawling, lashing out at the world to escape
claustrophobic in my body, it aches

pulling at the seems of reality, while i unravel
painful feeling my hurt only grows larger
an enormous weight I feel I can't get away
trapped within an emotion it is my fate

fractured trust, cursing at the skies
blackest day, no sunshine
the grey moves in on me
my depressed state gets out of control

desiring mercy, for my sin
I petition my Father
he says he will help

my love will alter, as you show affection
bleakest thoughts, won't get the better of me
problems will rise and fade
I'm unwilling to forfeit everything

I won't pick at the unknown
my sorrow understood in the moment
moods shift, again I can be grateful