Ordinary

I try so hard , to make myself strange
you always notice me through any change
if i was ordinary when we first met
is there anything that you would regret?

there's so many other ordinary girls , unlike me
tell me ,what did you see?
when your eyes first layed
on this stranger with all her confidence delayed

tell me , am i still ordinary?

you never say a word ,until i'm in your face
what makes me so important , i'm worthy of a place?
in your heart , and in your mind
and yet you say you're not kind

you say you're heartless ,but i know you mean well
i see your fears  , even if you can't tell
why do i still feel lonely?
when you're my one and only

it doesn't feel ordinary

if only you could climb inside my head
you could walk away , but you'll stay instead
what is it?
that makes you want to visit

i want to tell you , how i feel
but my twisted head can't tell what's real
maybe you like , that i'm scary
so maybe that's not ordinary.