Goodnight

The mornings are easier
A few moments of fantasy
before I encounter isness
and tear myself from bed

I'm still not living there
if you care
I wasn't able to do the work
not as I imagined, so more time
but you don't care
The value has increased significantly
and I thought we'd share

Such simplicity spilling
saline sadness of no catharsis
I'm wreckless now
And I wish you would temper me

It's night that bores holes in my brain
Such strain and pain, there's no one
here to say goodnight to