womb

I was once nothing...
then I occurred
in amniotic bliss
the closest to the void
as it had been before me
and will be after...
just existing and growing
knowing nothing
empty
then set free...
and felt the pain of existing
in so many ways
for so many years
then I met a girl
and I was inside again
and let loose from within me
into another amniotic home
producing nothing
save the ecstasy of letting loose
but I held too tight
because it was the most intense thing I've ever known
save nonexistence
or that soft womb of endorphins
I once swam in
and I listened to lying voices
and she left...
god give me someone to cum in
anyone
just one more instant of that feeling
so I can close my eyes
and pretend it is her...