vicious

 
serenity is given to some and need no quest to get it
but to some it is missing and i search for elusively
please God erase the pain make me sane
 
my honesty is questioned by the liars club
lied about and thrown into the hospital
accused of being a danger to others
when I have no rap sheet for that they all do
 
smug laughter frames your face hatefully
cruelty is you name vanity suits you as well
your ego has you doing harmful things to me
to impress the others
with your poisonous acts
 
we don't have sex except for you humiliate me
with you lack of intimacy
dragging me around  
like some sort of target