Cure The Disease

It’s 3 AM and my mind won’t stop spinning
You’ve got it held firmly in your hands
And just maybe this is winning
Or maybe I just don’t understand

Because a fever has overtaken me
Lying here in bed, I can barely breathe
And thoughts of you overwhelm my addled brain
What do you do when there’s no pill to take?

Just the sight of you makes my brain think of things that bring me guilt
And I wonder if I should tell you or if that would destroy all we’ve built
Well I suppose it’s better for all involved if I keep my mouth shut
Don’t wanna risk any damage to our beloved construct

I feel so unclean
Nothing I’ve seen
I need you to help me
Cure the disease

When you a appear with a new shirt you want me to see
Does it make me a bastard to want to see what’s underneath
I hate that I feel this way, have to stifle my needs
I just know there’s gotta be a cure for this disease

I want to feel your skin in my hands
God I can only hope you’d understand
It doesn’t mean I only want your body, I just want it all
And it’s so hard not to tell you every time I hear you call

I feel like an animal
Something more primal
Giving into my baser instincts
I feel so obscene

I know there must be something wrong with me
Every time I look at you so hungrily
Yes, I know there must be something wrong with me
Won’t somebody tell me how to cure this disease?

You’re the only living proof I have of divinity
You don’t know that you’re god to me
And it makes me wanna stain your purity
Fuck, please someone cure this disease