The Forever Search

I miss you more than words could ever weave,  
In the silence of the night when I can’t sleep, I grieve.  
Your absence is a shadow that haunts my every day,  
A constant reminder of the love I let slip away.  
 
I was blinded by fears, by doubts that clouded my sight,  
Too consumed by insecurities to see your light.  
I let my mind build walls around my heart,  
And in doing so, I tore us apart.  
 
You were a vision of grace, beauty beyond compare,  
A soul so tender, a heart so rare.  
But I was lost in a maze of my own design,  
Unable to see the treasure that was always mine.  
 
Your smile, your laugh, the way you moved with ease,  
Every moment with you was a gift, a tease.  
Yet I let my worries grow, like vines around my heart,  
Choking the love that we shared from the start.  
 
Now I’m left with echoes, memories of you,  
Of a love so deep, so pure, so true.  
I see your face in every dream,  
A haunting reminder of what could have been.  
 
If I could turn back the hands of time,  
I’d hold you close, I’d make you mine.  
I’d cherish every word, every touch, every kiss,  
I’d never let go of a love like this.  
 
You are beautiful in ways words can barely define,  
With a soul that shines like the stars, so divine.  
Your kindness, your warmth, the way you cared,  
These are the things that I took for granted, so scared.  
 
I let my fears speak louder than your love,  
And now I’m left to pray to the heavens above.  
For another chance, to right my wrongs,  
To show you the love I’ve had all along.  
 
Please, let me prove that I can be the man you need,  
The one who can love you in word and deed.  
I’ll fight my demons, I’ll break every chain,  
To earn your trust, to ease your pain.  
 
You are the light that brightens my darkest night,  
The thought of you brings my soul to flight.  
But without you, my world is cold,  
A story half-told, a love untold.  
 
So I stand here, with my heart in my hands,  
Hoping you’ll give me another chance.  
To love you as you deserve, with all of my heart,  
To never let go, to never let us part.  
 
You are my everything, my dream come true,  
And I’ll spend my life showing you.  
How much I miss you, how much I care,  
How deeply I regret the mistakes that led us here.  
 
Please, let me back into your life,  
Let me make right what I once made strife.  
For losing you was the greatest loss of all,  
And without you, I’m destined to fall.


Dedicated to Her