heckled

heckled thoughts
it's Jekyll again
laughing at my feelings saying they aren't worthy
I cringe because I think it's true

inside me I step back to the shadows
a monster? maybe, but the darkness gets me
I am not ironic or sardonic
a little satirical perhaps

I like to play with words
not peoples feelings
if I like you you'll know it
I hate that I feel this way

laughed at

mercy me but ain't you pretty
my name is madness

do you fear it?

I come with specters
don't worry about sunshine
it's the dark you better be worried about
inside the bleak I scream
until I got used to it

now it doesn't scare me
I know the insane ones