I Don't Know

I don't know me anymore
I used to be so sure
All this pain that I endure
Would never have a cure  
 
I dont know who I am
This person Ive become
Is a stranger to me
Inside I just feel numb  
 
I dont know how to be
I feel like I'm not me
The reflection that I see
Is made up of debris  
 
I dont know what to do
To find myself again
Im so unsure of everything
I dont even trust my pen  
 
I dont know where to find  
Missing pieces of my mind
So much is undefined
My thoughts are not aligned  
 
I dont know how to balance
The darkness and the light
Im always so extreme
I just can't get it right  
 
I dont know if I can
I haven't got a plan
To be a better man
Than when this all began  
 
I dont know what Ive done
Cuz now I just feel lost
Always a price to pay
Can I afford the cost?