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Borderline

 


There is no opinion, no reason
No fundamental structure
only departure
of my sanity

I could love you on a rainy day
then hate you all of a sudden
Overall
I'm a fucking burden

I could be this person today
and be someone else tomorrow
And overall... all I am is void...
all I have
is what I borrow...

Thrown in the trash
always running before pushed away
and I really feel like shit today...
My skin crawls.
If only blades wouldn't leave scars.

There is no point in trying to heal
The self is down the drain
every recovery is the same
Just meningles dopamine spikes
The illusion of an identity...

My emotions are not valid
thoughts are not solid
Beliefs ever-changing...
my spirit on this earth is fading.





 
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