Sorry

It's forbidden
It's wrong
I know this
But I don't stop
I can't
Its addictive
You don't understand
No one does
You don't get it
What its like to be me
To know what I know
If you knew
Maybe you'd understand
Why I do it
That's what I think
That's what I hope
When I lay there bleeding
But as I look at my scars
I know you wouldn't
So I stay quiet
Im broken
Lost in the darkness
You're my crack of sunlight
It's beautiful
You're beautiful
It's too much
I went too deep
I knew I wouldn't survive
I hoped I didn't
So I left you this note
Just to say
I'm sorry.