Hallucinations

 
Someone whispered me in my heart
How evil my mind is
It gave me commands to hurt
It gave me ideas to destroy
I closed my ears so that the voices can't be heard
I closed my eyes so that the darkness can't be seen
Thought of the devil
Who is speaking to me
Prayed to the lord
Who is staying away from me
They say my painting is full of life
When all I could see was only dark night
The episodes come and go
I stay there alone in that foggy night
I beg the devil to stop
To show mercy
But all he gives are commands
I drink and swim
In the pool of wine
I cut my ears
With a pair of scissors
If you ask me what hallucinations feel like
I'll invite you to talk to the devil in this life.