Im talkin to myself

I don't know what to do or even say
But I'll still love you as much,when I see you walk away
The days I spent talking to you,were no waste
Girl I loved you,so you know I have good taste
I walk around and talk to other chicks
But none can compare to your ways and your lips
You know I was real and never held back
I will be there to catch you when you fall flat
Your gorgeous,but another man has you now
Damn,life sucks when your not here,frown
Day and night I think of the things I couldve said
Hesitating of calling you when I'm layin on my bed
Should I or should I not?
Imagination comes to mind,but no more thoughts
You have me shaking and breaking in my socks
Your heart can't be bought,but I ought to not
Should I tell you how I feel about you now
I think you can pick me up,but right now I'm fallin down
It hurts to see another man make you happy
Pain walks in my heart when im napping
Check out the urge I have to talk to you
I won't lie to you girl,but I'll tell you the truth
I want to be there badly and make you smile
But your time is still and far from me like 1000 miles
Well I won't tell you girl and probably never will
Cause if I do,I will lose you as a friend and time will stand still