Just left of hell

You were interested in control
So paranoid to lose your grip
Afraid that I might wonder too far?
So scared you held too tight.

You created a Hell
You created the lies
You created your reality
You created my misery

I pleaded for your help
I pleaded for you to step up
I pleaded for you to stop wasting time
I pleaded with tears and distance.

Don't blame me that you promised
Don't blame me that I got tired of waiting
Don't blame me that you didn't add up
Don't blame me that you failed on so many levels

You gave me the strength to want more
You gave me the voice to say enough
You gave me the anger to not stand for it
You gave me the misery to know what I deserve.

I took back my control
Spiteful that I got my grip
Anger that I wondered away
Confused how I broke through your Hell.