GHOST… LOVE

GHOST… LOVE

When I am alone I find myself looking over my shoulder
Dropping down to my knees… looking under the bed
Making my way to the closet… checking it through and through
Moving the clothes within… never knowing what I searching or hearing in my heart
The whispers that I hear when I look away pushing me closer to insanity
I do not understand these feelings and why they make way to the surface of my mind
Sitting at the table and eating my meal… loosing my appetite in the mist of it all
Why can I not eat?
Laying in my bed staring at the ceiling… in my mind thoughts roam about
I remember but I do not know what it is exactly which haunts my soul
Driving in my car listening to the music… I am remembering a familiar feeling
I am gazing into the distant mind racing with thoughts of memories of my life
Things that have come to past bothers me and things of the present worry me
I try to let the sounds of the music sooth me within but it just gets worst in the journey
I find myself at a lake of darkness which is somewhat calmer than usual
I look out into the distant darkness of the night air and I see
I see what has been troubling me… I see what has my heart crying out to the heavens
I am remembering love… what it was to love… how it felt to love… drowning myself in love
The ghost of love… haunted my heart… troubled my soul and took over my mind
Ghost… love a feeling of incompleteness