linear

 
I am beside myself
I sink inside when I think about my blue
it's all for you

a part of the coarse. crude world you are
you are my reality cue
you give me blunt force truth

in my occult thinking you are brutal
singeing my thoughts
with cold honesty

I am bereft of feeling in my delusions
I ache for the pain of it
I hold myself close
so not to let your perception alter me

I am a different kind of being
a strange brew
bending time with my thinking
and exalting myths

I seek you on the horizon
a shadow, are you just as real?

slip inside my visions
and tell me what you are
a figment of my imagination
or something more sinister

a gothic premonition digging my view
see into the void
and realize it's peering back at you