YOU JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND

It's a shame that you don't nor truly understand that the hurt and pain, that you scared me with not only ripped my heart it tore apart of me. TO never put my trust again in anyone, who came through the doors of my heart and spiritual soul PIMPING... FOR ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS. For you made me feel unwanted and having a low self esteem about WHAT I WANT AND NEED. FOR YOU definitely went as far as destroying, my dreams of being in love with happiness still telling me, I will always be alone. Yet you never once thought that the scares upon me. Would become my badge of my honor, and strength and courage to encourage me, to take back my life and dreams. For you see I found a new meaning and a purpose to over come, the years from the physical and emotional abuse along with the mental and spiritual abuse.THAT you bought to my life and world, YET Still not receiving nothing more and nothing less, but the hurt and pain with silent tears that reminded me of how much, I needed you and wanted you to feel the same love and happiness, without the abuse that you stolen from me the best parts of me.