Cracked window

I was at a point in my life
 
when I did not know how to make a decision anymore
 
since every thing around me was wrong
 
and i tended to be a righteous person by nature
 
it was impossible for me to act on will
 
or reason
 
or deal with anything
 
and I did not take decisions anymore
 
they now belonged to the blank white walls of my room
 
my cracked window
 
and ripped off doors.