Dumb

I am such an idiot.
He warned me,
I know he did.
I heard him every single time.

But I can’t help but go back to that darling boy.
The one who makes my heart beat,
Faster and faster in my chest.
It’s the one trap that I can not escape.

I am always persuaded to return.
I must constantly battle with myself.
I fear that I may lose him.
Not that darling boy, but the one who warned me.

He knows I am dumb.
I don’t understand why he cares for me so much.
What I do know is that he is my best friend.
I consider him like my brother.

I am an idiot who should have listened.
I feel great remorse for not doing so.
However,
This trap has bait that few could refuse.

It holds the bait of feeling loved.